父债子还

guess the title says it all..

it's giving me a headache.. dat wun go away..

Tiring..

when everything seems to go wrong at the same time..

it seems identical to the same period as last yr.. except it's worse in the magnitude..

sometimes i wonder how should i view it.. dat such a thing can occur to me.. when i'm supposedly at the prime of my life.. to be enjoying life.. settling down in a few yrs.. yet now i'm to be troubled over these stuff.. or should i be thankful that this occurred after both me & my sis had grad & are working.. but whatever the case.. the reality is staring at me..

had expected something like this to happen, but the magnitude is beyond my imagination.. gotta reorganise my thoughts & plans all over again..

A post..

finally after not writing anything for the last 4mths..

been occupied for the last few mths.. w/o much time alone to really think through my tot process.. so finally tonite, i'm able to sit down & spend some time sorting out my tots.. & at least try to visualise what i wanna do for the rest of the yr..

just realised that in such a short time it's already mid feb.. & i haven't achieved anything this yr.. so gotta really push myself & set things into action..

hope this wun be the only post for the whole yr.. will really try to post more regularly.. it's a way of letting out definately...