More than a yr with no posts..

usually it has been no news means gd news.. unfortunately it's not..

it has been a low & even more lows period.. it's so low, i dun think i deserve anything now..

after not blogging for a yr, started by reading all my past posts.. i remembered there used to be replies to some of my posts, but now there are gone.. who says times in the virtual world remains.. it's all lost.. like time.. like almost everything..

this will now be my personal diary.. something somewhere somebody i can talk to.. hopefully i will remember about this tomorrow & not forget it again.. not at least until the next unfortunate incident and i need a place to rant & just let it out..

anyway, there shldn't be anyone ready this.. here lies somebody just forgotten in time.. i hope.. just disappearing into the shadows.. into the crowd.. so different from the initial of trying to standout.. to be different.. to garner the attention..

it's 886 days to 21 Dec 2012.. will it really be end of the world??