Tiring..

when everything seems to go wrong at the same time..

it seems identical to the same period as last yr.. except it's worse in the magnitude..

sometimes i wonder how should i view it.. dat such a thing can occur to me.. when i'm supposedly at the prime of my life.. to be enjoying life.. settling down in a few yrs.. yet now i'm to be troubled over these stuff.. or should i be thankful that this occurred after both me & my sis had grad & are working.. but whatever the case.. the reality is staring at me..

had expected something like this to happen, but the magnitude is beyond my imagination.. gotta reorganise my thoughts & plans all over again..